Schoolgirl Crush

Crush. I've had my first crush when I was in 7th grade. I wonder how could David haven't crushed on any girl in 18 YEARS OF HIS LIFE? Hmmm....

Anyways, crush is just "Likey likey" for me. It was nothing serious, because I'm 12 and too young for 'true love'. Well, maybe my true love is someone I know. But it's not like we're gonna be Bella and Edward right now. Life's too short!

I went out with my first crush and broke up two weeks later. I've been crushing on his for over a month. He's a very sweet guy. But it turns out he's a total asshole... He had three other girlfriends when we were going out. He was a typical John Tucker. You know, sport star, major hottie, totally lovable... and apparently four girls. Before I know that, I just liked him. Today,... I feel like I wanna slap him and say, "If you think I'm just a big stupid toy, you are SO wrong!" my ringtone for him is Katy Perry's "Hot 'N Cold".

My BFF, Ristia, went out with her best guy friend four days ago. She was singing Jason Mraz's "Lucky" at school all day. She said he's the most romantic guy she ever known. He sends love texts to her like "Good night, my sweetheart." or "I Luv U, Babe." or "Please go eat. I dont want u 2 get sick." or stuff like that. I was a little worried because her boyfriend sounded like my ex, but as a best friend, I kept supporting her. But last night, she texted me saying, "im so worried. he hasn't called or txtd 2day." again, he reminded me of my ex. Two or three days of love texts and then no calls or texts at all. She tried to get in touch with him, and finally he replied her text. But it doesn't count. She texted "Have u done ur Physics hw?" and you know what he said? He only said "Wat u have in mind?". That is very dry! She didn't reply back because she's too mad. She's so pissed that she actually said that if he didn't try to get in touch with her within 2 days, she is going to break up with him.

Don't get me wrong, but I think she's doing the right thing. Better safe than sorry, right? I don't want her to be heartbroken by that guy just like my ex did to me. I care about my best friend. Her boyfriend sounded more and more like my ex. My BFF and I don't deserve that kind of guy. We deserve wayyyy better than that.

Song of the entry is "Should've Said No" by Taylor Swift. We both should've said no....