Us girls -Consisted of me, Risti, Dinda, Sabeth, Nila, and a bunch of other girls- were chatting around at Risti's porch after our Math course. We talked about the party that this rich guy (Let's call him T-Man) at school had last night, where some of the kids leave at midnight-ish. Some of my friends were invited, but they didn't go. Well, last night was raining heavily from the afternoon. It even flooded a bit. What were they supposed to do, drive all the way through the dark and slippery road to the city hall?
Today, T-Man and his boys are going to the countryside. Haikal, Chitra's ex (Whom she wants to get back with, FYI) is coming with them. Last time they went there, T-Man took a hooker back to their bungalow. That's what I've heard, at least. Then we started talking about guys in our class who had their... first time. And... surprise, surprise. My ex is one of them.
Bam. He's done that. OMG. He's only 14! I've never felt so disappointed in my life. I used to like that guy. Hell, I used to date him! I was like "Oh, no. Nooo... Please tell me that's a joke." but... Man. I can't believe that our guys are that bad! They are only, what, 14 or 15? Sheesh!
This reminds me of Social Studies class about people's reaction to social changes. One of the negative impacts is social decadence. Some of the easy examples are, like people seeing dirty things they shouldn't see, dating boundaries are crossed over... But not this. Not in this stage. This is wayyyyy in over our straight minds! I feel disappointed because... have they ever thought, even for once, how they're gonna pay for that? They're not in love. It's called making love, right? It's something that everyone can only do when they're lawfully married. Supposedly. This is too bad. It's such a waste. I can't believe that they... him... don't have a fucking moral! I don't see any respect in them anymore. Sorry, but it's true.
Song of the entry is "Fuck You" by Lily Allen. Yeah, that should do it. XOXO
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