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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

X-Man

Nope, I ain't talking about Wolverine and his gang. I'm talking about X-Man, a.k.a. former boyfriend. My X-Man.

His name is Pascal, he's quite tall, supercute, volleyball star, he's a total 'womanizer'. I liked him. I knew that he's got a long list of girls he dated, but it wasn't a big deal for me. Stupid girl.

About a year ago, June, after a graduation party, he started texting me flirty messages. Some of them were like messages that a guy sends to his girlfriend. I was super-flattered, and I thought he really liked me. I thought he really meant what he said.

A few days later, he popped out the question, "Will you be my girlfriend?". It was a 'once-in-a-lifetime' chance so I said "Yes". Total player, after that he just dissapeared. No calls, no texts, NOTHING. So, two weeks later, I broke up with him. Well, he was about to break up with me, but I broke up with him first. Ha!

We were at least still friends. One night we were texting and... here's the shizzle.
Me: "How cud u ask sum gal 2 b ur gf when u barely kno her? a week l8er u realizd she's not d1 then u dump her."
Him: "Like wit u?"
Me: "Yea. Wud u xplain it 2 me?"
Him: "Its not bc I liked another gal. I din wanna hurt u."
Me: "Hurt me? why?"
Him: "Bc I... already hav 3 GFs when we went out. I'm so sorry."
Me: "Asshole."

4 GIRLFRIENDS?! What, was he inspired by 'John Tucker Must Die'? It's just not any of us knew and unite to break him. I planned to tell one of his girl about this. I think I know one of them. John Tucker, and I'm Kate. It's just that I wasn't sent by the three other girls. I just fell for him. Hard.

It's a new dawn, new day, new life, and I'm feeling good now. Actually, I felt a whole lot better when he ruined my friend, Dika's friendship with Wanda. Dika yelled at him and he almost CRIED! OMG! I saw tears flooding on his eyes, this close to burst! I was only a feet away, and I was like, "Awwwh. So sensitive! What a wimp." I knew he heard that. I don't care. He cheated on me with three other girls. That's what he gets for screwing up with me.

I had to thank him, though. He's the inspiration for the heartbreak songs I wrote. Of course, there are other inspirations, like Ristia's ex and Joe Jonas. But, still, that doesn't change the fact that he hurt my feelings.

Song of the entry is Smile by Lily Allen.

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