Future Plans

Been talking to Big Mama about my future lately. Those talks were stressful.

Big Mama is actually my aunt. She's my dad's eldest sister. Who, by coincidence, shared her birthday with me. I know, I probably should call her 'Aunt', but I have a lot of aunts. It's easier to mention here ;)

Anyway, she is... Well, crazy rich. Her husband owned several mining and rice companies (That's right, several) and she wants me to take over one of the company one day. WHOA! You might think I went like "Hell yeah!" or something like that. I didn't. I just froze up. The only thing in my mind was, "For once in my life, I want to be free to do whatever I want to, dang it!" I was, surprisingly, quite pissed off. I wanted to go to Yale, study Literature, and write. I wanted to write one of the most powerful and influencing piece of literature, like Jane Austen, Shakespeare, or Chaucer. I don't want some boring desk job, even when I'm an exec. Calculating profits, interviewing employee candidates... That's not how I roll.

I don't know why I'm always the one who gets stuck in the middle. I mean, I don't want to work for him, but he sent me an amount of money every month for my education insurance. Which I would probably be using for college. If I end up on a college here and didn't got a scholarship, anyway. But, I'm trying to think as positive as possible to get a full ride at Yale. Literature major.

I still don't know which one to choose. I just believe that whatever path I'm taking, I can make it.

This made me want to go finish my Math homework (Which I hadn't done. Heck, I haven't even touch the book since I put it in the shelf!). I heard Psychology has a lot of Calculus and Sociology. Calculus. Sociology I can handle :D

Alright, I'm gonna sign out and turn of the laptop now. I have to finish my Math homework today, or no watching Prison Break finale today. Hey, I'm getting good at giving myself consequences! LOL. Okay, I'm out.


XOXO